     Looking back as I am almost mid fifties I ask myself, "What would I tell my younger self?" There are so many mistakes I made and learned from, but if I had the opportunity to change some of them I would. Like turning opportunties down, listening to people that are not for me, taking advice that does not align with me, and truth be told life is not fair. 

     As I scramble through the depths of my life I realize there are things you cannot come back from. No matter how many times you try to change them, eventually life gets rougher, and you are too exhausted to keep fighting. I cling on hoping my spirits guides, and family who have passed on watches out for me. I will always continue to believe. But I find that my path, journey, and future are within a distance from now. 

     I would also tell myself challenges I faced I myself could not predict, and even riding the turbulent tide I managed to escape the realms of hell. Still feeling charred as I write this I know with everyday I find another purpose in life. There have been times as I have written in the past that maybe I was never meant to survive, and the Universe, God, and Mother Nature are still trying to find my place as I desperately still search on my own. 

     There will be opportunities that will be presented to you do not ignore. Because they are only presented once. Like when you were asked to be an extra on a tv series, asked to model, and when you asked to perform for someone very well known because you had an incredible voice. I walked away from all of this thinking I could not do it at this time, and maybe somewhere down the road it will present itself again. This will not happen, so know this when making decisions. 

     However, in reality maybe it was not the right time. Maybe this was never your purpose. Maybe there will be things that your life is better suited for. You will meet a lot of interesting people in your life that will make a huge impact on you helping, you realize you are not the failure that some had come to know. You are a fighter and you fight for everything that makes sense to fight for, and you will continue to fight for what is right. You always try to find the good in people vs. the bad that others see. You know that it is easy to judge a person from what they show vs. who they really are. 

     Life is not fair. Why are some people left behind, and others just skip through life with no marks? As the scars some carry for everyone are hardening along with the frozen tears. Some people get to live their best life. While others try to live a doable life. As you stand on the edge of the cliff and scream, HELP various amounts of time; it is so easy to jump, but the fear of dying is worse. You will constantly search for something, whatever that might be. You are creator, carer, and seeker.

      As all of this is going on you will be mommie to two adorable sons one human and one turtle. Life is not so bad. You will always be between two worlds. The spiritual world, and the world we live in. Remember to always follow your spirit guides, and spirits. Their subtle hints are the realest. You will become an energy healer called a Reiki Practioner, which brings much relief to who you heal. Along the way people will come in your path and be drawn to you, even animals. You really are a special person, because you help people for free, and without even knowing most times. Then years later you will encounter these people and they will let you know how much you have helped them. This is a gift not everyone has. In fact, most people do not care about others. 

     The one thing that I really will never understand even now is that you are such a loving person, and still have not found love. However, you do live your best life within your means. You sing, write songs and stories, and create videos. Pretend you can do art, but that is OK!!!. They say one man's trash is another man's treasure. I still think my egg picture was a hit. Who cares what the professor thinks lol. 

     Always remember you are an amazing person no matter how many times people try to break you, and they will, no matter how many times you feel like you are being crushed, no matter the events going on in the world, and how hard life gets. YOU GOT THIS!!!!!!

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What I would tell younger me!!! UGH!!!!

     Looking back as I am almost mid fifties I ask myself, "What would I tell my younger self?" There are so many mistakes I made and learned from, but if I had the opportunity to change some of them I would. Like turning opportunties down, listening to people that are not for me, taking advice that does not align with me, and truth be told life is not fair. 



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