Louis was not my type at all I have never been with a guy of my type 

He looked like an Argentine bird ready to mating, the problem was that he looked and acted like that every day while walking the dog, don't get me wrong, you just don't act like that all your life, every day is different, every season too, so it was strange to watch. 

unfortunately, I not only watched whether I liked it or not, but even became part of his mating dance. 

His hair was on a gel, the cut was horrible like a parrot's glued all over and all around teased up he must have really specialized in such a hairstyle since every day his hair looked exactly like a moulted bird waiting to tempt his partner 

His clothes looked like he jumped out of some rock or turbo gym. 

He purposely wore tight clothes to emphasize his posture and physique, so as a human bird, he would humble himself to women and hypnotize them with this mating stride 

He had no other competitors around, so of course he considered himself the one. 

At first I thought it was funny, but later it became a daily torment of an unwanted relationship in disguise. 

Emily was my friend and he wanted to talk to her I said no English not Polish she speaks Argentinian hahaha I joked meaning Spanish for paradox he was Argentinian face to face but without awareness of his own culture and language, he only knew Polish I said Oki I can translate Emily was one of those girls who lived without awareness of anything she had a free life or she was just focused on herself without feeling without seeing the needs of others like mister Louis when I think about it now it makes sense his attraction to her came from his ego and vice versa. 

I just wanted someone to replace me in this whole situation so I could disappear in my sleep, unfortunately, that was impossible. I was there for an affair with someone who looked like a bird, worse, he was there for my friend, worse, I had to be the interpreter, worse, my other friend got involved with him too. 

great, it was more disgusting than you can ever imagine looking from a distance

His way was so manipulative and so sneaky that none of the girls could detect it, unfortunately, I could, I was not the manipulative type, so I knew the games sensing the energy and situation before it arrived I just thought I would have time to somehow run but in the year of the snake this kind of people seemed to get some super power and speed in bringing things faster and with claws that often were not making me to easily shift to the healthier realm 

He reminded me of my Brazilian guy a few years ago that I ended up with, because he literally saved me from a dangerous situation, it's not that I jump on every hero before me, but coming from a narcissistic family and isolation, you actually take what's in front of you, because later you don't get more chances, and I was free for the first time in years, and he was my hero, but also a liar worse, he even moved into my house and definitely regretted the horror he went through, he only managed to survive for a few months, so imagine me. 

He called himself a gaucho, I would say coward fits better. 

someone who can't live up to his true identity, what do you call lying about his age and everything terrible? 

So Louis was the same type of bird that landed in front of my house probably in a full moon dream. 

His way of flirting with girls reached a noble level in just 10 minutes he was with three of them together .... and they were all competing for him and wanted to win. 

all they knew was that I was there by accident and I could barely stand the games or it was a dream of “anguish ”.

Thank God just before my friends moved right next to his house I woke up 

It didnt help waking up from such a dream it even became worser I could still feel his presence too close to me while I was washing the dishes and he came too close from behind asking me for something He knew being involved in washing the dishes I would not be able to crush them or leave immediately so he became noble at his actions

It was very close to Valentine's days the full moon healing was amazing I probably had left many pieces of me from the past unhealed or I entered a space from the previous life relationship that needed to be healed

Emily still had those blind eyes for Him all the girls were calling Him De Niro He didnt even resemble Him but You can't convince the clouded mind to be clear and to bring You back to the clear vision of the world on Your own You need to clean all the layers of theirs and of Your own which was taking me whole day, days, weeks , month, months, years seeing them rising I found myself in a place where i no longer wanted to live to serve another but have my own real being and Love

I packed all and moved to Prague I found the people there to be nice talkative more real and open full of tourists which was bringing me far away from the Polish city that I would call a valley people where One different ship is a sign of enemy especially when brings healing to another so being bad was the only way to run away being bad means being selfish means freeing myself from the insanity of another mind do only some have that right to live on earth carelessly? I wanna try this kind of living too and I need to heal myself after all these mental minds of others but I wanted to be free to be free to help more and the ones who are really in need and have a strong will to heal and bring the lightness into the world it was no longer going out from a dream but a realm to come true and any kind of Louis was no longer in power to stop me from realizing it to do so 

Louis the bird boy 

fiction from the real 

Louis was not my type at all I have never been with a guy of my type 

I didn't really have my type. 



He looked like an Argentine bird ready to mating, the problem was that he looked and acted like that every day while walking the dog, don't get me wrong, you just don't act like that all your life, every day is different, every season too, so it was strange to watch. 



Louis the bird boy

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