In the hardest times, I have just You on the screen whenever pain is in there and suffering no matter how I wish not to like you 

You are brightening my inner self the love the smile the kindness Your Heart and the perfect way of miraculously healing the mind 

feeling You during these moments is always pure love.... such love 

I never sensed anyone this way from the depth of understanding of where all bad comes from from that moment You took my heart and mind forever We have the same arrival and understanding in the healing path 

You feel me and sense me even if I am not physically there 

We both know and agree from where the bad comes from and what it cause to a health of another...and how to heal .but we are alone around them all 

We get connections through being kind naive and give our Open Heart wherever They All do need but They dont know that We both really bleed because of this entire terror on our Open Hearted Open minded souls 

I wish to save You from this blueness to the Gold I know Your culture and Your system more than well I know and feel Your heaviness when You approach to heal and they all watch You as if They wanted to kill to clean from them all takes ours of deep practices its where We find ourselves from the new these moments of healing because nobody gave us time We need to catch every moment and make it out of the dark together with All of them loving more and more What do We get later on Their similar pattern on and on and the healing of qigong state the magic the miraculous way tears the new life seems like completely gone these beautiful moments of fight for Life and Hope where all around is Dead There is just You with Your new  released song in my head ....I can not even put it on right now as it feels like my Heart will have a breakdown...its what I read and sensed from comments on You tube if these were just words to read that would be fine but for highly sensitive every human life matter the same and in a day there are so many of them so how i can go on to focus on going on with healing myself if they All need in real and virtual help Suddenly I go into my own state free state and I just forget myself again still taking care of me and all of the harmful They and whenever someone with heart and understanding arrive to treat me right like human do They just keep on torturing me the worst kind of way my life is about saving myself and to serve them because even if all of you virtual angels helps I can not run away being already so much damaged by All of them on my health whenever i am better i am stupid naive I create such a love atmosphere for them to give me the worst they only play theatre to be nice because they are jealous of people from the outside world that gives me their pure real world and bring me back into my soul ......Dear Serena this is my one of the very recent letter I wish You could experience the beauty love I was surrounded by but it ended the moment I got a call from heaven Angel that carred for me as being a patient   who is highly sensitive I literally cried from the miraculous way They are healing me and Thanks to my sensitivity I can do it from far away with my own Love Hope determination and create a fusion of healing system from them all but as I do it from real life experience I can not saving it or write as an researcher in archieve I have million notes and drawing around in bed or wherever I am saved notes words mantras names that I somehow intuitively make an order in the right time and for the real healing way I am not yet in the place where I can share who is gonna believe in this all coming just from Human heart mind and soul people are blind because they do want to be blind and to ignore the difference humans are more real with their way of life the depth is not just in the depth inner self heart soul but something beyond of this world beyond universe its like tapping to the source of the infinity Yes I am just a human My Serena I hope You find my words in the Hope for Your own and You forgive why I dont share my private experience and the beauty in public that much I know You are there reading me and You are already making order with Your own healing way and You start to believe that miracles are happening in the worst of the time the practice of the Change is where We should all tap but its not enough people who are in there why we are such a small part of the world how we gonna go thru this way and then the Yi jing starts and we are already in there making through the worst and the best kind of moments of Life connecting to planetes and stars    with Love and Hope for You always my dearest soul Love ! 

I also want to write You that someone new might be stilling my heart You gonna be kind of surprised but I dont know I cant explain and also I feel like today I took too much pain of All because I was helping them all while 

having just one day for myself where I can run away You know I am not strong enough to do it now so many animals are visiting me they all suffer from pains I feel like I wish but I cant leave this mental space ......and I have no heart to watch them loosing their mind ....but the end of it is more and more close 

one day someone will just come and take me from them someone who is just a real human who cares but You know I gave up this fairytale One 

Dear Serena last night I talked with You through the stars and I felt incredible I go on with studying and practicing at night the world need sleep otherwise there is not enough silence to go deep and really heaL TOday i am more connected with human realm and grounded to write You from the scars 

these wounds are healing great you know but i cant change another energy and they are too much 

the animals are sensing I want to leave and they are not wanting me to do it so especially one I know He will be all right but I wont be able to manage if people will make Him to suffer if They can torture me They way they do they will do it to Him also so I am not leaving yet I cant take him now cuz I cant make it that way yet. 

Serena I think I need to learn to ask people for help but I dont know how......i have made a lot progress chi field and all also changed people heart i feel like the healing i did it was about healing them all not me...

You will want to kill me for that I really tried but You know....

I had such a strange dreams about romance with nasty guy its like the reality is calling me to ask to get blind for a romance but today sadness of all human I tried help went into my cells I dont feel their crying or pain its the only way i get thru practice today but i had pains and only animals helped again ...I will talk with the sky and stars tmrr such beautiful day and next and next and They again brought me back into their manipulative games but for three days I was doing fine these three days since 5 years were my best healing miraculous I cant explain but I will create paint 

The thing is that....Serena

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In the hardest times, I have just You on the screen whenever pain is in there and suffering no matter how I wish not to like you 



The thing is that....Serena

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