When Silence Screamed the Loudest
The Pain We Hide Behind Smiles

When Silence Screamed the Loudest
The night the city forgot how to breathe, Aariz learned that silence could be louder than any scream.
It was five minutes before midnight when the power went out.
Not just in his apartment. Not just in his street. The entire city of Halem blinked into darkness as if someone had pressed pause on the world. The buzzing refrigerator died mid-hum. The ceiling fan slowed into stillness. The streetlights outside his window surrendered, one by one, until only the pale moonlight remained — cold and indifferent.
Aariz was sitting on the floor beside his bed, staring at his phone.
No new message.
He had been staring at that empty screen for three days.
Three days since Ayesha’s last words.
“We need to stop talking.”
No explanation. No fight. No dramatic ending. Just a sentence that felt like a door closing quietly — too quietly.
He would have preferred anger. Even hatred. But what she gave him instead was silence.
And silence is cruel.
The darkness in the room pressed against him like a memory he couldn’t escape. He tapped his phone. No signal. No internet. The world outside had vanished, and suddenly the quiet inside his chest grew unbearable.
He stood and walked to the window.
From the fifteenth floor, Halem usually glittered like a restless ocean of light. But tonight it looked like a graveyard. No car horns. No distant sirens. No neon signs flickering. Even the wind seemed afraid to move.
He pressed his forehead against the cool glass.
“Say something,” he whispered — though he didn’t know if he meant the city or her.
Three days ago, Ayesha had stopped answering his calls. At first, he thought she needed space. Then he thought maybe she was busy. Then maybe she was hurt.
He replayed their last conversation a hundred times.
“Are you happy?” she had asked him.
He laughed then, confused. “With you? Of course.”
But she hadn’t laughed back.
Sometimes the end of something doesn’t arrive with thunder. Sometimes it comes like a soft snowfall — beautiful, quiet, and freezing everything beneath it.
A sudden knock echoed through his apartment door.
The sound startled him so sharply he almost stumbled.
Another knock.
Slow. Careful.
In a city-wide blackout, a knock felt dangerous.
He hesitated before opening the door.
Standing in the dim hallway was Mrs. D’Souza, his elderly neighbor from across the hall. She held a small candle in one trembling hand.
“Beta,” she said softly, “do you have any extra candles? Mine are almost finished.”
Her voice cracked, but not from fear of the dark. From loneliness.
Aariz shook his head. “I only have my phone light.”
She nodded, as if that was enough, and then she did something unexpected.
“Will you sit with me for a while?”
He almost said no. He almost told her he was tired. But something about her small figure in the darkness made his own sorrow feel selfish.
“Okay,” he said.
They sat in her living room, the candle between them casting fragile shadows on the walls.
The silence returned — but this time, it was shared.
After a few minutes, she spoke.
“My husband used to hate blackouts,” she said with a faint smile. “He would complain about the heat, about the government, about everything.” She paused. “But after he died, I realized… the blackout wasn’t the darkest thing.”
Aariz looked at her.
“The darkest thing,” she continued, “is when someone who once filled your life with noise becomes quiet.”
Her words landed heavily.
He swallowed.
“She left?” Mrs. D’Souza asked gently.
He nodded.
“She didn’t even fight. Just… silence.”
The old woman stared at the candle flame. “Silence is not always empty,” she said. “Sometimes it is full of things we are too afraid to say.”
“What if she doesn’t love me anymore?”
Mrs. D’Souza’s eyes softened. “Then her silence is her answer. And you must listen.”
The room felt smaller. The air heavier.
“I would rather she screamed at me,” he admitted. “At least then I would know she cared.”
Mrs. D’Souza smiled sadly. “Child, when love dies, it does not scream. It simply stops speaking.”
The candle flickered violently as a gust of wind slipped through a crack in the window.
For the first time in days, Aariz felt something shift inside him — not relief, not happiness, but clarity.
He had been waiting for noise.
For an apology.
For a fight.
For an explanation.
But maybe the silence was the explanation.
An hour passed.
Outside, somewhere far away, a single generator roared to life. Then another. Small sounds began stitching the city back together.
Mrs. D’Souza stood carefully. “Thank you for sitting with me,” she said. “Darkness feels lighter when it is shared.”
When Aariz returned to his apartment, the electricity surged back.
Lights blinked on.
The refrigerator hummed.
The fan spun again.
And his phone vibrated.
His heart stopped.
A message from Ayesha.
His fingers trembled as he opened it.
“I’m sorry I disappeared. I didn’t know how to tell you that I’m not ready for what you want. You deserve someone who is sure.”
He stared at the words.
They weren’t cruel. They weren’t angry.
They were honest.
And somehow, they hurt more than any insult could.
He sat on the edge of his bed, reading it again and again.
The silence of the past three days had screamed at him — but he hadn’t wanted to hear it.
Now he did.
He typed slowly.
“Thank you for telling me. I hope you find what you’re looking for.”
He didn’t beg.
He didn’t argue.
He didn’t ask why.
When he pressed send, something inside him cracked — but it didn’t shatter.
It opened.
Outside, the city returned to its usual chaos. Cars honked. People shouted from balconies, celebrating the return of light.
But inside his apartment, the quiet remained.
Only this time, it wasn’t suffocating.
It was honest.
He walked back to the window.
Halem shimmered again, alive and restless. The blackout had lasted only an hour.
But in that hour, he had learned something that noise never teaches.
Silence is not weakness.
It is not absence.
It is not nothing.
Sometimes silence is truth without decoration.
Sometimes it is love leaving gently.
Sometimes it is the bravest thing a person can offer.
And sometimes—
Silence screams the loudest when we are finally ready to listen.
About the Creator
Samaan Ahmad
I'm Samaan Ahmad born on October 28, 2001, in Rabat, a town in the Dir. He pursued his passion for technology a degree in Computer Science. Beyond his academic achievements dedicating much of his time to crafting stories and novels.


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