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Word of the Day: 不利な方

furi na hou - the underdog, the unlikely one to profit.

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 6 days ago 3 min read
Word of the Day: 不利な方
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I am actually happy enough to listen to Gulsen in the hallway. I usually listen to it in the gym, which I haven't been in forever. Now I am remembering I need to reply to Teresa. Bruh, I am so overbooked. I have people like 5 days in advanced. It is way too much.

The hallways are actually less stressful then the classrooms right now.

Hehe. Yea, I remember listening to this with Glenn. He knows this is my gym song.

Oh yes, Rafael... Lol. I love that boy, he is so cute. He taught me a little about where he was from but I knew him in Bali.

He is just a typical boy, loves his hat very much. Very much like Yuuichirou...

I feel bad I didn't pack hand lotion in my backpack, but I feel very content with my progress anyway.

Unfortunately I am also needing to learn Turkish all again? Bruh, I haven't learned at his I was high school. I remember slightly how to read the Romanized text. It is a variation of what it would be in English with a few changes.

I barely spent like 3 weeks learning so I barely remember how to write and read the modern Turkish. I am giving a name to the one I am talking to, but I don't know if I should. He is too tempting of a thing.

Even if I call him honey, is he sweet?

Well, it doesn't really matter at this point. I mean, I am having to learn about currency conversions, over different markets, all along with learning about the legal standing of property owners over church and state.

I am annoyed because language and writing is always going to be a barrier to where you go.

I am just listening to Saad Lamjareed now, I will not listen to Malim.

I am listening to Salina Salina, because despite being very upbeat, it is a... well not sad song I guess...

I feel like, going to this class on Thursday will prove my fruitful, as I can take some time to learn about the currency, and in which ways the people were paid.

I need actually go down stairs at some point but my feet are killing me.

I might be able to charge again at the library but I am I might need to just convert with my battery.

I am very happy to listening to Guli Mata.

Yea basically music feels like the only freedom I have at this point. I am needing to write 2 papers.

I keep looking at that " Update Jan " thing and I am just like... that is the worst on my list, man.

I I looked at some rocks near the chemistry class, I questioned the obsidian but maybe that is just because it was in it's raw form so, I am not so sure, and I didn't realize that unpolished hematite had the same sort of shine as pyrite.

I could eat if I wanted to but I just don't really really up to it right now. I have my tea and bone broth packets.

" Where I fits, I sits. "

Yea but I mean, the conversion of money issue within the Ottoman Empire really does bother me. They also involved the Serbians to some capacity as far s money trails lead them. Ah well, just Yugoslavia and they aren't... The same countries anymore, they used to be united but they aren't anymore and Serbia took the lion's share.

Cue the music...

I am just charging my computer for now since I am not sure if I can access my computer... My mom stole my Unakite bracelet.

I really want a Unakite bracelet.

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About the Creator

Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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