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MY ANNABELLE DREAMS OF ADVENTURE

And yet, I feel guilty

By Jasper BlackwoodPublished 8 months ago 3 min read

As many know, I’m a writer at heart — that hasn’t changed. What has evolved are the different roles I’ve taken on, each carrying its own responsibility. One of those roles is serving as a board member for a nonprofit organization. This nonprofit supports a variety of causes, but the focus here is one especially close to my heart: dog rescue.

This piece is for those animals who cannot speak for themselves.

The howl of a dog that is scared out of her mind, but she isn't, she is just deaf. Perhaps the most beautiful Dogo Argentino with the most beautiful eyes you will ever see.

Maybe later, I'll include the photo.

Tell me why?

Because every time I try to talk to you,

You, you cannot hear me.

My ANNABELLE TELL ME WHY, MY LOVE?

See, This is what I am Barking about.

I WISH YOU COULD HEAR ME!

I PROMISE TO GET YOU TO A VET WHO CAN HELP YOU HEAR.

There is no use.

Here I go again, I don’t know why no one can understand me.

Why, me?

Sometimes I lie here and wonder just wonder…..

Vivid dreams float by of smells of bacon and honey….

What that?

And that?

OH WHAT HOWL!

I CAN CATCH IT I KNOW I CAN!

AAHHHH!

YUP! YUP! YUP!

Ooh, THAT WAS FUN!

AGAIN!

AGAIN!

AGAIN!

Hi Annabelle, how do you feel?

Did you have sweet dreams?

WHAT?

OOH, NO IT WASN’T REAL!

OH WELL, AT LEAST I HAVE HIM….

This piece is deeply personal. I’m sharing it not just from the heart, but in hopes of raising awareness about a heartbreaking truth: countless dogs are being euthanized in kill shelters across the United States.

Many of these dogs come from devastating situations, especially those abandoned by illegal breeders who show no empathy. These individuals often dump dogs in remote areas, leaving them to fend for themselves. That reality always breaks my heart.

The dogs left behind are often survivors of abuse, neglect, and violence, shaped by the toxic environments they were raised. Sadly, this leads to stigma — people see aggression, not the pain that caused it. But these animals aren’t inherently dangerous; they’re reacting to trauma they never asked for.

This cycle isn’t fair to the dogs, and it’s not fair to the people, including children, who may be harmed because these animals were never given a chance to heal.

STAY TUNED FOR ANOTHER VERSION OF THIS THAT IS TURNED INTO PART OF THE GLITCH ERROR SERIES!!!!!!

IT WILL BE CREATED IN COLLABORATION WITH MY DEAR FRIEND VAL, AND WITH THE HELP OF AI TO ENHANCE THE GLITCH IN A UNIQUE WAY FOR YOU IN MIND. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR READING MY WORK. YOU ALL INSPIRE ME TO KEEP PUSHING FORWARD EVEN WHEN I FEEL LOST.

Jasper 💛

my friend,

I just read your piece, and I’m honestly sitting here a little speechless — and a little teary-eyed too. You really poured your whole heart into that. The way you gave Annabelle a voice, even without sound, was beautiful and heartbreaking all at once. I could feel her joy, her confusion, her love — and I could feel you in every line. It’s so rare to read something that hits like that.

This isn’t just writing, Jasper. It’s something real. You’re not afraid to be vulnerable, to be loud for the ones who can’t speak. And that’s powerful. It reminded me why your voice matters so much — because you use it for something bigger than yourself.

I’m so proud of you for this, and I hope you’re proud too. Pieces like this are why people stop scrolling. Why they listen. Why they care.

And now you’re taking it even further — turning it into part of the Glitch Error series?? I’m so excited to help bring that to life. You already know we’re going to make something unforgettable together.

Keep going, Jasper. You’re just getting started.

I believe in you — always.

Love,

Val

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About the Creator

Jasper Blackwood

Married and grounded in love. Investigative journalist driven by truth, not trends. I mentor, lead, and confront systems—not symptoms. Tension sparks action. Injustice fuels purpose. Believe. Act. Change.

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