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Birthday Candles

I was 9

By Livia CaciPublished a day ago 1 min read
Birthday Candles
Photo by Lan Gao on Unsplash

When I was 9

I blew out my birthday candles

Wishing

I would end up with you

***

Maybe early

But this ritual

Followed me for 20 years

Nonstop

***

When I was 29

I had to select

A different wish

Now more cynical

***

I feel your absence

Like a deep cold

A spot on my lungs

I am not recovering

***

I love you, o girl

Why didn't you ever understand it?

I love you together with

My black soul

sad poetry

About the Creator

Livia Caci

autistic lesbian

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