collections no. 5

6/20/2021

Dreams

trips around the moon

in my head

in my bed

all my dreams feature you

you say "must be a nightmare"

but on nights like tonight

i look forward to seeing you there

Past all that

you just didnt feel the same

and looking past my ego, and my pride

you really did give me a bellyache

i am a pro at taking things in stride

but i couldn't do that knowing what could've been

with you and i

Vault

the secrets i am holding for men i dont owe a single thing to

will surely be the death of me

guess i am waiting for the good karma i am due

by showing them a thing or two

about how my loyalty

will always be true

long after they left me with lifelong wounds

a swift swing of a blade

that wont be held by my hands

is what will make amends

i am already decomposing

as a slave to remembrance

but i still wont waste what's left of my energy

recounting every occurrence