Hostile

The unnerving tension is causing me to mentally and physically become unraveled.

I can’t help but question why one single person would want to cause such an uncomfortable feeling.

The silence is now screeching at around the same decibel level of a fire alarm, and all because someone felt an urge to insight an unnecessary exchange of choice words.

Is this a blessing in disguise? Has this sudden shift in environment been the motivation I need to make a change? Maybe.

I just can’t wrap my head around it, but it sure feels strange - almost like I’m about to give a speech in front of thousands of people, but have just forgotten the words.

See, the only difference here is that I never prepared anything, nor do I currently have anything to say.