I Feel Them All
People have asked why I openly grieve the loss of celebrities. This is why.
Woke up to the news of another entertainer gone
Another piece of the history, my history; now officially a part of history
Today also marks the anniversary of the loss of a legend
Michael. Sweet Michael.
15 years, but it still feels like yesterday
I’ve never forgotten the sadness of that moment
And I’ll never forget the pain of this moment
I feel them all, just as I always have
Michael. Seth, a.k.a. Shifty. Whitney. Selena. Aaron. Lucille. Thomas Mikal. Prince. Betty Wright. Betty White.
Figments of yesterday and our day, all parts of this life – our lives.
The music. The laughter. The legends. The idols.
The ones gone too soon. The ones who had more to give.
We grew up with these people, through memory or the memory of others
They gave us inspiration
Gave us smiles
Gave us reasons to hold tight to the treasures of life
Music. Laughter. Dance. Connection. Love.
We forget how important these things are
How artists and art help to keep them close
Keep us close. Keep us connected.
We are all connected. We forget that sometimes, too.
And because of this, I mourn. I allow myself to grieve.
Those I didn’t know, but knew better than most.
Life goes on. History updates… but we’re still here.
Don’t ignore the sadness. Don’t mock the mournful.
Feel them. Feel them all.
We’re all we’ve got.
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Comments (6)
I remember this one. Brings up feelings of a sad kind of nostalgia.
Great piece. Whitney was a tough one for me, Prince too.
"History updates" is just so clever and so true.
Still remember the week we lost Alan Rickman and David Bowie - I was inconsolable at work those days ... and Robin Williams will always hurt. "For whom the bell tolls, It tolls for thee." We should feel and grieve all that go. As you so brilliantly put, "We're all we've got."
TOTALLY agree! We grew up with them and then...they are gone...and we are sad. And a few years later, I say either, "h/she is dead now," or, "didn't s/he die?" So many passed and sometimes I think to myself 'they decided to check out of this crazy place.'
That last line is so potent. We hold each other in our joy and grief.