I Got You-uoY toG I
The universe isn't just "happening" to you, but is actively caring for you. Even the vast, intimidating world has a gentle voice.
While others see a forecast, I see a wish come true—
Nature’s way of blowing out the candles just for me.
Eighteen years ago, I saw the sky throwing white confetti on me,
Just when I was about to take a new adventure.
It looked like diamonds, felt soft as assurance.
A white blanket everywhere made everything look near—
A vast, intimidating world made cozy under it.
It felt magical for a tropical species like me.
It fell softly on my face with the promise: "I got you."
I realized then, through this divine grace,
That the peace I was seeking had always a place—
Deep inside me, steady and true,
The same voice that whispers: "I got you."
For the children watching with me, it’s a promise made in white:
That the world is full of wonder, if you look at it just right
About the Creator
DragonFly
A soul set free by the written word! She traded her old path for a new one, creating vibrant worlds where healing take place.
Foot Bindings
I asked my grandmother how she knew she'd fallen in love. I am not sure I ever did love him, she said. This was before I met my husband. I was naive, a naked spring, a raw nerve of a thing. That cannot ever be me, I knew. Sadness swept in gently like a Moscow thaw. It is no simple thing, looking into a woman's vast soul and seeing its foot bindings. Now, in Italy divorced with my skin singed off, when I say I don't love him mean: I have succeeded at feeling nothing most days and it mostly works. Do you want the comfort of Nothing? Do you want Nothing, too? Be warned: you'll never be free, even when you are nothing. Here is what doesn't work: Accepting the stages of grief. Talking about it. Sitting with the feeling. Missing him—no, the person you were when you believed in death do us part. Writing poetry. That, too. When I say I don't love him I mean: I feel capsized in an endless, starved tide. What sometimes works: selective memory. You must forget ripe tomatoes and his beard and feeling perfectly sheltered in a big blue world. Forget coffee in bed, laughter watching TV, blowing out the candles on the birthday cake and the quiet all-encompassing knowledge that you are chosen. Remember only how love turned to a banal everyday survival act, a trapeze act unsure whether he will catch you, how the warmth stagnated and became sour, remember the foot bindings and remember the resentment boiling in your veins as you stick it out for the kids. Six-hour Netflix binges help, too. A man's fingers tracing your spine. Frozen pizza at 2 a.m. Random trips to the museum just to stand near things that last a while. The realization that crying won’t change anything. Seeing that life is just a dream, and refusing to participate in your own suffering. Bite your fist. Walk on eggshells around joy. When I say I don't love him, I mean he didn’t break my heart, he just stopped touching it and it forgot how to beat right.
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