I Wish I Never Met You

There are days where I can tell full stories about you,

all with a smile on my face and life in my eyes.

Other days, I weep for the things we miss out on,

the love I can no longer express to you.

I wish I never met you, selfishly

so that this pain wouldn't ever exist.

There are so many of you who I've lost in this world,

but others who still walk this earth,

just no longer beside me.

All of you, never see the tears that are engrained in my skin,

I wish I can fall asleep and never remember my love for you.

Because it is all my love that is all my grief,

for the living and the dead.