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Knockout

Am I destined to lose?

By Kiesha’s DiaryPublished 2 years ago β€’ 1 min read

there is nothing more terrifying than the thoughts that go through my head

and their scary voices, i have remembered everything they have ever said

in my mind there is currently a war

between my thoughts and the voices it is hard to ignore

it is me versus ptsd, depression and anxiety

and they refuse to step down quietly

they will not back down without a fight

it is far from fair. any day, any night

right now it is a number too big-nil

my energy is drained i need refill

it has been years, and i am still

begging the doctor for that magical pill

i need it before it is too late

the voices have set a date

and there is no doubt

that they are determined to knock me out

sad poetry

About the Creator

Kiesha’s Diary

πš πšŽπš•πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πš–πš’ πš πš˜πš›πš•πš. πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ 𝚠𝚎 πšŠπš›πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽ πšŒπš‘πš’πš•πšπš›πšŽπš— 𝚘𝚏 πšπš‘πšŽ πšžπš—πš’πšŸπšŽπš›πšœπšŽ. πš—πš˜ πš•πšŽπšœπšœ πšπš‘πšŠπš— πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš›πšŽπšŽπšœ πš˜πš› πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšπšŠπš›πšœ. 𝚠𝚎 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ 𝚊 πš›πš’πšπš‘πš 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ ❀

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  • Manisha Dhalani2 years ago

    Does feel that way from time to time. I like how you made it feel so relatable - the emotions came true.

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