With Anxious Hearts
Sad tears and twisted heart
Turn on the news and fall apart
Families broken and so much death
This is not what I expect
And what happened to the fairytale ending
Was that a lie or were we all pretending
Anxious highs and tense encounters
You watch your back at every counter
Open hearts so vulnerable
And yet there's always a possible toll
Communication seems so far
We don't take the time and are too far apart
And what happened to the fairytale ending
Was that a lie or were we all pretending
Anxious highs and tense encounters
You watch your back at every counter
I'll still try and believe there's time
Even though we can't rewind
The destruction is done and here we are
We don't have to be that far apart
And what happened to the fairytale ending
Was that a lie or were we all pretending
Anxious highs and tense encounters
You watch your back at every counter
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Love You Anyway
There was a time when I didn't know you were mine
I walked a fine line in the other direction
And with one misstep of imperfection
I walked right into your arms not guessing how the rest went
And now that I know it was a hard road to go
I'd still make that choice and I'd want you to know
I feel like you helped me be the best version of me
I know the boulders that stood in our way
I love you anyway
Hours turned to years and we were always faced with a different conflict and high stakes
We had to make choices
We had to grow up fast
We didn't have time to ponder the present
We just had to act
And now that I know it was a hard road to go
I'd still make that choice and I'd want you to know
I feel like you helped me be the best version of me
I know the boulders that stood in our way
I love you anyway
Things didn't slow down until memories were lost
The foundation was cracked and we stood on a pillar
We had to start over but there was no beaten path
We looked at each other and stepped into the fog
And now that I know if was a hard road to go
I'd still make that choice and I'd want you to know
I feel like you helped me be the best version of me
I know the boulders that stood in our way
I love you anyway
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Solid Stone Expressions
I thought I lost my inspiration but then I picked up a pen
Solid ink, it wouldn't stop writing, telling my story all over again
And my feelings aren't in my expressions, solid stone and hard to read
But they come out in several dimensions, most times a cryptic feed
And I know you think you know me
I don't want to hurt you and show you you're wrong
You've never really took the time to get to know me
You see the surface but the depth is lost
I do my best not to hurt feelings but even the best doesn't always work
You can try to be kind and honest but sometimes perception can make you a jerk
And there's plenty that manipulate your feelings if they see a hole in your vulnerability
So it's become necessary not to be as open
You think you see my entirety but it's locked up inside of me
And I know you think you know me
I don't want to hurt you and show you you're wrong
You've never really took the time to get to know me
You see the surface but the depth is lost
I wish people would drop the facades and schemes
And really be the people you see but society has taught us we have to model something we aren't
And all compassion can be lost as can sympathy
And I know you think you know me
I don't want to hurt you and show you you're wrong
You've never really took the time to get to know me
You see the surface but the depth is lost
About the Creator
Nicole Higginbotham-Hogue
Nicole Higginbotham-Hogue is a lesfic author at amzn.to/36DFT2x. Sign-up for her newsletter at higginbothampublications.com
Reader insights
Nice work
Very well written. Keep up the good work!
Top insight
Heartfelt and relatable
The story invoked strong personal emotions

Comments (2)
Well-wrought! The struggle to wrest the self from the projections of the collective goes on, as does life.
Very raw and emotional!