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The First Knife in My Heart

Brier Kole

By BrierPublished about a month ago 1 min read
The First Knife in My Heart
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As I sit with my sister.

Dark fell hours ago.

Yet the lights are still on.

I will never forget the screams.

The claws across my father’s back.

The biting and thrashing.

Like a preacher he strode, reading aloud.

My mother’s diary.

A blurry moment that one day shaped me.

This must be what trauma is.

Never to trust again.

To lose your voice.

Your confidence.

Your childhood.

I wanted to see, but my sister held me.

I had never heard the word divorce.

Yet it made me cry.

On that couch.

It may have been days later.

Weeks or even hours.

A crude branding upon my memory.

No child needs that.

Familyheartbreaksad poetryMental Health

About the Creator

Brier

Im a drunk steel worker from Wisconsin that enjoys writing. Currently working on my first novel and doing some short stories in the mean time.

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  • Sandy Gillmanabout a month ago

    This is heartbreaking in its honesty. That final line says everything.

  • This was so heartbreaking. I agree, no child needs that 🥺

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