The Moon Between Our Hands
A Thousand Ways I Loved You and Still Do
I. The First Light of You
I met you
like sunrise on water—
not sudden, but certain.
Soft light slipped into the sky,
and I didn’t notice I was drowning
until you made breathing feel like worship.
Your name
was the first prayer I whispered
to the silence of my pillow.
A spell I repeated
until the night gave up its ghosts
and the morning returned you to me.
You walked in—
just a person,
and left
as the axis
my seasons now turn around.
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II. When the Wind Remembers Your Voice
They say the wind forgets nothing—
that it carries voices,
long after lips have closed.
So I wonder,
does the breeze remember the sound
of your laughter across the lake that night?
Do the trees still sway
the way you danced barefoot
in the grass beneath a low crescent moon?
Every leaf, a witness.
Every petal, a confessional.
You spoke of dreams
as if they lived in your palms.
You let me hold your hand—
and suddenly, I held galaxies
that never belonged to me
but never left.
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III. Letters Never Mailed
I wrote you letters
that time stole from my drawer—
letters made of ink and ache.
"Dear you..."
I started each one the same way—
as if ‘you’ were still reachable,
as if words could cross
the distance carved by fear
and unfinished conversations.
I told the moon everything
I never told you.
And she told the tides,
and they told the shores—
but not you.
You never heard
how your absence sounded like static
in a song I couldn’t stop playing.
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IV. The Way You Loved Me
You didn’t love with fireworks—
you loved with constellations,
quiet and infinite.
Not loud,
but eternal.
You touched me
like a page in a sacred book.
You didn’t rush—
you read me,
line by line,
pause by comma,
even the margins I tried to hide.
And when I broke,
you gathered my pieces
without bleeding.
You held my scars
as if they were sacred texts.
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V. The Language of Small Things
Love,
you taught me,
was not in grand gestures—
but in the smallest things.
The way you remembered
how I take my tea.
The pauses in your silence
that told me more than any poem could.
You gave me your hoodie
when I was cold—
not your heart.
But I found it in the pocket,
folded in a piece of paper
you never meant me to find.
And I knew.
You loved me
quietly.
But fully.
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VI. When We Fought the Silence
Not every chapter was warm.
We burned in pages too—
shouted like fire through old wood.
But even then,
even when your eyes turned storms
and mine turned shorelines collapsing,
we stayed.
Because love isn’t the lack of breaking—
it’s the courage
to rebuild from the ruins.
You taught me
that apologies can bloom
like spring from frost.
That "I'm sorry"
can mean
"I still choose you."
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VII. Your Smile in Other People
Sometimes I see your smile
in strangers—
a fleeting flash
on a subway train
or in the coffee line.
And my heart trips,
stutters,
spins.
But it’s never you.
Just an echo.
A shadow of a memory
that refuses to fade.
I’ve met others since,
but they walk through me—
like wind,
like dreams
I forgot how to wake up from.
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VIII. Time, the Thief
Time has no remorse.
It robs us slow,
then all at once.
I forget the smell of your hair—
but I remember
how it felt
falling across my chest
when you slept on me.
I forget your laugh—
but not the sound
of my name on your lips.
And I forget why we ended—
but not how we began.
Isn’t that the cruelest part?
To remember the hope
but not the heartbreak?
To relive the light
but not the burn?
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IX. I Loved You in Tenses
I loved you in the present—
when we lay beneath
unspoken stars.
I love you in the past—
when my arms held
the pieces of your peace.
And I will love you
in whatever future
my heart stumbles into.
Because love doesn’t end
with goodbye.
It lingers
like a song you still hum
long after the singer is gone.
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X. And Still...
Even now,
after time has unraveled
the fabric of us,
I find you—
in songs,
in scents,
in sudden silence.
Even now,
you are the poem
my fingers still write
when they tremble.
You are the moon
between my hands—
never mine,
yet always near.
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XI. The Final Whisper
So if you ever read this,
if these words make their way
into your quiet moment,
know this:
I loved you.
Not perfectly.
But truly.
In every way
a soul can love another.
And even now,
as I write the last line—
this poem remains
unfinished.
Because love like this
never ends.
It just changes
its name.
Thanks for reading ❤️:)
About the Creator
Muhammad Abbas khan
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