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The White Demon

A Poem Exploring Addiction & Recovery

By That ‘Freedom’ GuyPublished 7 months ago 3 min read
Generated by Ulf Ragnarsson @ NightCafeStudio

It came at dusk, when fire was low—

that whisper through the winter snow.

A flicker first, a curl of charm,

no sword in hand, no show of harm.

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It wore no crown, no iron plate,

but moved with ease through every gate.

It found me tired, found me thin,

and offered warmth to pull it in.

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Its eyes were pale—so pale they bled—

like chalk or ash or things long dead.

It smiled like kin. It spoke like song.

It told me I had waited long.

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“I know the weight that bends your back,”

it hissed with silk and coal-black tact.

“I know your war, your silent screams—

but I can grant you brighter dreams.”

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Behind it came the shadow-lords:

the gleaming cups, the amber swords.

They danced like flame, like old regrets,

like nights you drink to just forget.

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Their names I knew—though none were said.

They licked the air. They bowed their heads.

They dressed as joy. They laughed as friends.

But every touch betrayed false ends.

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I tried to stand. My knees were clay.

The wind outside had lost its way.

I knew this foe. I’d seen its tricks.

Its silver tongue, its hunter’s fix.

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I’d fought it once. I’d claimed a win.

But silence lets it back within.

Not loud, not brute, but calm and sleek—

it waits until you’re tired and weak.

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The room grew thick with unseen thread.

My thoughts were webbed. My soul half-dead.

“Come rest,” it said. “Come taste, come see—

The world is kinder under me.”

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And in that hour, blade felt far.

The shield too heavy, wounds too charred.

I almost bowed. I almost wept.

But something stirred that I had kept—

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A scrap of light beneath my ribs,

a flicker in the hollowed cribs.

A growl, a spark, a broken cry—

too mad to quit, too proud to die.

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I stood. I shook. I met its face.

The White Thing grinned and held its place.

The shadow-drinks, the grinning horde,

unsheathed their lies and raised their swords.

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“You want a fight?” the demon spoke.

Its voice now smoke, its calmness broke.

“You’ll bleed for years. You’ll starve and crawl.

And still one day, you’ll lose it all.”

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I spat and said, “Then let it come.

I’ll fall with teeth. I’ll rise with drum.

You may outlast, but not out-burn—

for I will die before I turn.”

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The storm it brought was cold and vast.

A hundred nights, each like the last.

No sleep, no peace, just fire and shame—

a war without a face or name.

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But I endured. And I endure.

For nothing soft was ever pure.

And every time I choose to breathe,

I steal a weapon from its sheath.

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Some days it sits beside my bed,

and whispers poison in my head.

It wears the voice of friends I lost.

It counts the cost. It mocks the cost.

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But I am steel. I am the gate.

I drink the dark, and spit the fate.

And though my hands still shake with sin—

I’ve barred the White Thing from within.

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So if you see me in the fray,

half-lit by dawn, half-ghost, half-pray—

know this: I’ve walked through fire and worse.

I’ve buried friends. I’ve cursed the curse.

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But still I walk. And still I fight.

And still I guard that inner light.

For demons dressed in white are sly,

but not all warriors choose to die.

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Make a wish —

for wilder words, sharper truths,

and more wild-folk with wild hair doing wild things.

Each offering stirs the water, feeds the fire,

and helps one such beast keep writing beneath the stars.

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That ‘Freedom’ Guy

Just a man and his dog. And his kids. And his brother’s kids. And his girlfriend’s kid. And his girlfriend. Fine… and the whole family. Happy now?

Sharing journal thoughts, wisdom, psychology, philosophy, and life lessons from the edge.

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  • Kelli Sheckler-Amsden7 months ago

    Oh my...there were so many fabulous lines in this fight for survival poem. And I love the photo you created. these lines were fire...A growl, a spark, a broken cry— too mad to quit, too proud to die. AND But I endured. And I endure. For nothing soft was ever pure.

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