Trapped in my mind

What’s this tornado I live in ? I can’t run from it nor seem to escape it? I can’t move.

Behold I’m frozen like a statue in disguise…

My thoughts wonder into the deepest places drowning me in my own feelings….

And so my eyes are stuck open, my body aches,and even worse my mind is fully awake.

The thought of heartbreak is what makes me ache and pain. Someone I loved that always kept me sane. His eyes are looking into mine, thinking to myself damn he really put me line…. His soft touch is happiness to my heart let alone without him id fall apart. His kind words oh so sweet just like the first time he spoke to me.

He is in pain from a girl that just hurt him.

In his world are the lights are most probably dim…. From the strength it takes the girl just wants to beat herself up and then jump in a lake…. In different worlds they sit confused as if they feel like they were severely bruised….. with different thoughts in their mind they do not speak but this only leads them to have a tiring and emotionally drained week….

The wind is getting stronger please just let me out I don’t want to stay in this mindset much longer…

The morning came I feel like a truck ran over me I’m lost in my emotions deep down someone come help me get out…..