Universe says Let Go!

I am scared of losing again. The loss and sadness of losing another. The heartache that feels like my chest is caved in. It hurt the first time and I am sure one day it will hurt again.

It drains my energy to be stressed and scared. I know I'll get through it this life even if it feels unfair.

Success is when you lose someone and allow yourself to let go. When you declutter and release obstacles. You understand the pain is too much and hurts your soul. Cupid must have lost his bow.

I am scared to feel these emotions because it might be time to say goodbye. Or simply start over with someone new. A brand new high.

I can't empathize with my own emotions or relate to how it feels. But this feeling hurts and it makes me want to backslide and go back downhill.

I will feel these emotions and feel sad for now. I believe I will be okay, I've done it before. I can do this familiar goodbye. Seems like I already know how.

I will feel this hurt in my heart. I am scared to move on, or fall apart.

I am not where I need to be for this happiness to find me again. I am scared of feeling this pain. I don't want to grieve the loss of a friend.

No more pain, I need the strength. I have to move on. For my own happiness and well being, you have to be gone.

I cannot be happy or move on with my own life. Everytime you come back and I see you, it cuts like a knife.

Round and Round this friendship goes. Some days you are my lover and other days I really don't know.

I am scared to let go because it hurts me inside. I won't run from the feelings and will not hide.

I am being honest as I have ever been and keeping it real. I have given this my best and told you how I feel.

I cried many tears and felt this deep pain. This water flowing from my eyes like it was rain.

I can't stand this feeling when I think of you and another girl. The thought of you with another, it messes with my inside world.

It makes me want to call you back just so I can say you are mine. I can't do that to you. I have to let you go. I know it will be fine. Every second with out you is hurting me. I want you back but the days are passing. This feeling of sorrow, it just has to get better in time.

I know it will be okay, the sun will always come out again. The light will shine down on me through my friends.

I have to hurt and go through the part of letting go. That is how I will learn to love again. I will be someone's actual person, and not just some side piece hoe.

I will let go of the things that hold me down. I will not be afraid to be sad or frown.

I will get scared becuse I know sometimes we have to say goodbye. No more toxic love afair or loud argument fights.

No more mixe emotions and feeling like I wasn't in control. With you, I felt confused and I never would know which way this affair was about to go.

I am not a lover scorned in fact I think I am doing this with class. Just remember you can't touch me anymore and literally kiss my ass.

You sit in the same room but ignore me like I am not there. Feels like I am a plane lost in the clouds. Somewhere in the air.

No more mixed emotions and feeling like I wasn't in control. With you, I felt confused and I never would know.

Until one day God opened my eyes and made me realize I loved. him so. He told me I'll never get this love back in return the way I needed. I had to let go. I had to plant the seed of Love and get rid of any bitterness or hatred in my soul. I was brave enough to feel these feelings and I decided to let go.

I am brave enough to let these tears flow down. I am not scared to stand up to my emotions. I am a Queen and I will straighten up my crown.

I am not to stand up to my emotions and feel every thought. I will never make you feel like cheap or like you are store bought.

I will feel the pain even if I scream and shout. I don't care. Ill kick and scream but I won't doubt.Stop coming back, Get out!

This Love Affair is done and I am ready for my actual flame. You were no good for me. This sh** was Karmic a'f. Looking back now, I see our time together was kind of lame. Toxic back and forth BS that made me feel ashamed.

There was no spark. It was all fantasies. No romantic walks in in the park. No laughing or crack at a smile. It was all sex in the dark. Dismissed, Letting You Go!