Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the day: しくしく
I was pacing my room, reminding me of my time in jail. that realization made me think, " am I in jail right now? " and made me worry. I quickly grabbed my old schedule book from last year and flipped to what happened this time this year. I saw it on the day, the 10th is my dad's birthday. It then sort of washed over me to be a little bit kinder to myself right now since this isn't an easy time of year for me.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day: 断食
I told myself that I was going to fast, or at least not spend any money on food until my snap card refills on the 9th of next month but my mom wanted a cheeseburger because she didn't want to cook and I collect stars for Carl's Jr. so, we ended up getting some hamburgers and it came out to 6 dollars a piece thanks to the stars giving us a discount.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 具合がよい
I am feeling so much better now compared to the past couple of days. I took a Tylenol PM and it seemed to straighten out everything for me. Working on the lesson plan seems sort of dismal since I didn't establish a goal or something to work on with my student, but I am sure he'll just appreciate the working in the book.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day: 初めまして
I managed to get some sort of questions written out so I look at least a bit prepared for the meeting today. It is only going to be an hour but I am not sure how it is going to go either way. I feel like, like with most of my commissions/gigs, the person is going to be unimpressed with my work and choose not to work with me any longer, but at the very least I feel like I can steer him in the right direction or get him thinking about stuff that might be useful to his goals.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day: 懐かしい
Yesterday I cried quite a bit but it was good tears, I was thinking of Jahon and how we both really fucked up our situation. We both were just high all the time and it was pretty toxic, but I do still feel connected to him too, spiritually. But I feel like it is such a far past for me, or my current circumstances are so odd. I don't know what to expect from anything anymore.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 22. Content Warning.
Looking at my picture on my card, I feel like I look just like my grandpa. I think the tediousness of each day is getting to most of us. Hell, this is probably more interaction that some have gotten while others seem critically low. Revelations at this point seem pointless. While I can't do anything in actually, at least I can chronical the days.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Criminal
Word of the day: いらいらする
I was warned that Mercury retrograde in Aries was going to be an irritating day. I made the mistake earlier thinking that it was actually a pretty decent day and that perhaps I experienced the phenomena earlier yesterday ahead of time.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
