MASTER OF ALL, NOT NONE!

I have talked about this subject back in 2022 on my tik tok. Jack of all trades! I am someone who takes on a project and finishes it. When I wanted to make a full album, the album was done with a mermaid cover picture because my name is Seashell.

I have finished every art piece I have made even if I didn't feel like keeping the piece anymore because of leaving it's time of feeling relevant or no longer attaching to the piece to let go. I have and will finish every scrapbook I am currently working on.

The passion and attention I give to hobbies and projects makes other people jealous. They are mad I leaned in and learned to figure out how to bake really well and then move on to the next taste of life while people focus on me and how mad they are I put my focus into the correct places to continue on and keep outputting in the new ways I find next.

Especially when you can learn well, the unique hyperfocus and push to make my way well in figuring out how to video edit, be creative, or make the most of a new skill is something I believe is special I can hold onto. Something I've had for a long time that no copy could ever replace even if people are boosting the copy instead of me. I am anchored into my unique presence and understanding. A connection to works no one else will have the exact same link or way my work resonates.

People can follow my life around and scan my social media all day, but their work using the same words as me still doesn't hit the same as when the originator of the work can make it all shine the way it's supposed to. Plus, any time they do I just make myself hard to keep up with. I use the word Phoenix for transformation and when a copy uses it I will change to a butterfly coming out of the cacoon and so on.

The underlying work I have done to make sure my identity is still in tact when there is many people trying to take it from me is something no one sees. Being called lazy because they cannot peel back enough to see the amount of work I have put into being able to exist on this earth without someone trying to put roadblocks in my way has been something not a whole lot of others have experienced or seen the full extent of in my life because they have watered me down to shallow and inhuman forms that don't exist.

Wanting real conversation and links with others when people have sent others to gaslight me and read me scripts based on my own life and wording so that I feel alone in this world and cannot get anyone to be connective or vulnerable with me as I would like. Those who make everything about power instead of learning and growth that can't see what it is like to not always be chasing money.

My life works well as new pop ups of ideas and projects to work on. I am great at self motivating and don't need a boss that micromanages to show off my talents and wit. I am able to manage my own life and autonomy in a healthy way that works how I've made it and no amount of people trying to say they can be a better version of me will ever stop the one I have already curated.