Word of the Day: 義務

The eggs and tomatoes were everything I wanted an more. But I did run out of bread so, now I have the option of either ordering more bread or just eat them when they cool down and have enough glutamate/umami to it.

I added Herb de Provence, which is just like fennel seeds, thyme, basil, marjoram, lavender flowers, parsley, rosemary... all those sort of flavors. I always thought rosemary fits bread the best, I know you can technically put it on other things but, rosemary screams bread to me personally.

I really wanted cardamom hot chocolate. It is giving The Santa Clause movie's hot cocoa.

Omg, shrimp would be really good with these eggs and tomatoes... Basically I am wanting something sweet.

The seeds of the tomato is actually really pleasing. I remember that was my least favorite as a kid. I could eat the fruit flesh, but the seeds were too weird of a texture to me.

The sweetness of heirloom tomatoes is full bodied. I like it. I don't know all the applications for it, also at first I criticized the color as it wasn't as red as I thought would have been good, but it actually has no lack in flavor. Or it could be the fennel... it is probably the fennel and marjoram...

I need a sharp cheese toasty with this. And hot cocoa. I want hot cocoa so bad.

This is divine. I feel greedy asking for more, I just know that we can exceed perfection right now. Like a cheese and ham panini and that hot cocoa... yessss....

I feel like the panini would need something "fresh" in it.. but I am not sure what would go, I feel like lettuce would be too disruptive. I saw someone experiment with shiso but, I feel that is too subtle of a flavor to bother with it in that way... I also put chili flakes in the eggs.

I really wish I had bread.

I found a packet of Thai tea so, that is going to be my "hot chocolate" for now but.. yea I am not sure anymore, that is telling me too many things right now.

Yum. 8.8/10. Just needed bread.

I wanted to be near someone lately but, I feel like I am being criticized myself, much like that heirloom tomato.

I am not finished with my Todo list so, I am still trucking on.

But I'll be honest, I need to conserve my energy for tomorrow. I will need to... be prepared.

I woke up with 3 hours from the appointment. Perfect! I am just going back to the todo list. I need to reorder the queue, but I have pages to spare. I am on the 8th and it is already the 13th so that is like 5 pages to do this weekend. I am sure I'll get a good amount done but, I don't know if I will be completely caught up by Tuesday.

I can't worry about that, but at least I can keep going.

I feel today is sort of stupid but I am just following through since these government people sort of like "structure" so I just follow through with the engagement but, it comes with heavy caveats. She still thinks she is my therapist so she is going to try to figure out what is going on.

I mean, I will just tell her basically what is happening, but I will reserve any judgements or personal opinions with me conveying everything. I also think I want her to take me to the computer shop. If we have time.