Word of the Day: 財政

I haven't been able to use my Budget book at all, but I feel like also part of my issue was not taking out any loans at school. I might need to do that next term just to allow for some cushion for everything. Also I might need it for transportation.

If I do that, then I would have to give up the whole " sue Uber " route but I better find out which account has my credit card info still. I really need to spend some time or at least one of these papers to plan out that whole math mess if I can't actually use my Budget Planner due to time constraints.

I'm actually earning a lot of time so I don't feel stressed right now. I am just having to keep going basically.

I wouldn't say I feel happy right now, but I definitely feel empowered somehow.

Now I am looking at my current todo list and my goal is to finish it so I can use the back of my paper to actually plan that shit out.

I do feel more in control and able to do things right now. Which really, is sort of the best I have felt this week.

Of course I would like to be happy or excited about something but, I can't afford that emotion at all, not even in this town.

I have my way forward but I need to concentrate on that. Get rid of all distractions and obstacles, and just win. Lol.

Crossing off so many things on my Todo list makes me feel a bit discouraged, but I am also open to it being just miss queued and I can edit it on the next day.

I made progress in the other parts of it, also there is no perfection so the whole Todo list format is just a way to evaluate myself and, even though ti is hard to do the thing, I hav eto admit to myself when something either can't be done now or possibly ever, due to it being rendered redundant.

Yea, it is very much like a Githup workflow chart in a way.

I hate that google lost it's customer service phone. It is active but it just as an Ai bot that tells you this is no longer a viable option, but it is the only way to go about getting larger refunds.... funny, right?

I just went in manually and reported each individual month by hand.

I have no idea what this " Zex Membership " payment is. apparently I have been paying it since 2024. I have no idea what it is linked to.

Wow, it was handled really quickly! I am surprised. I just saw a flash on my phone of all the refunds.

Great. I love when things go right.

Next:

• Plant Onions
• Break Pumpkin
• Gather Seeds
• Eat Flesh

Hum hum.. I need tools for some of this. I have debated asking a neighbor across the street but, I also think I need to have a proper resting day. Like, yesterday would've been a perfect time to ask, but today feels a bit too hectic to request such a thing right now.

Yea I might need to push this off for a bit because, it is just not the right time for this. According to google it says the ideal time to do all this planting is May, so I have time in the real world as well to actually have this work out better.

Now there is Laundry. Yea I could probably attempt that today, but it would put me downstairs most of the day with how many loads I have to do.