Breathe...

Exhale! Life really grabs you by the jugular and hold you tightly when you are overwhelmed. I’m a mother and I’m not sure how many of you reading this are mom’s; but, some days I just want to hide under the staircase in the cubby hole like Harry Potter or in the attic in silence just to take a breather.

I am the type of person that has a hard time breathing. I usually hold my breath when I get flustered because I feel like I’m going to explode if I exhale. Breathe! Breathe Savannah, breathe. When you deserve so much than your current circumstances and you can’t get a hold of yourself.

Understanding better days are coming and everything will be ok. When everybody shut the door in your face when you need them, and it’s not anyone’s fault because at the end of the day your responsible for your own life. Don’t let the thoughts overpower your mind. Breathe.

Everyday I wake up and I’m grateful to see the sun beaming but some days I don’t know how I’m going to see the whole day through. Some days I want to hide under a rock. Why did I ever come back here! I pray to God everyday for a way out for the sake of my child. Free me God.

Faith & trust is all I have. At this point if I relied on anyone else I would be…..