Venus x Mars

A poem I wrote processing my thoughts. For someone that didn't deserve it. Taken from my collection. Never been shared.

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Moon In Taurus

Venus ruled, maybe that’s important

Well of course it is

Venus x Mars

Me x You

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Dear diary,

This part is hard

The flow is now gone

How could something so beautiful

Go so damn wrong

The question rhetorical

I don’t want to know

I just want it all back

Our vibe and the flow

Maybe I don’t

And I should keep going

The weather turned cold

Ice cold and it’s snowing

You know that I want you

That’s not in question

You’re not being fair

Can I give a suggestion

Decide what your doing

Before I do go

I’m already packed

And it’s a long road

I penned you a poem

I guess it’s for me

But it’s about you

I want you to read

I know it’ll hurt

To read out my soul

But that’s how I feel it

You already know

Magic at sunset

And after dark

Our vibe is unmatched

We still have that spark

I gotta be real

You know that about me

I’m writing, you’re reading

Now they can all see

Why does that matter?

It doesn’t I guess

I know that I’m honest

I don’t gotta stress

At the end of the day

I know I was real

I’m kind and you know it

Now how does it feel?

To know that about me

All that we do

I fight for a future

More moments with you

You already miss me

When we’re apart

I don’t want excuses

So don’t even start

To be fair to the characters

I’m rewriting this chapter

I’m doing it for you

Because you do matter

This is not like me

And I’m not a poet

But something’s are worth it

Everyone knows it

You offered your hand

I offered mine back

Hold onto those moments

Let’s not lose track

The crossroads decision

The wish and the choice

What flows between us

Let’s give it a voice

By we, I mean you

I’ve said too much

But it’s part of my process

I’m not out of touch

The plane now departing

The words that were said

I need to hear your words

I won’t leave them on read

Airplane mode on

Or am I ignoring?

I promise you this

Our story ain’t boring

Downright disrespectful

Yo, that’s not me

But if we gonna play games

I know I can be

All that and more

I’m not gonna lose

It was that part you know

Where I had to choose

11:11 the time

On the clock

I’d send you a wish

But you’re pissing me off

Now it’s 12:12

The process be slow

Bc I got distracted

Wanting to know

The answers I seek

I’ve been unable to find

I know that you have them

But you say it’s not time

To that I ask

When will that be

The right time for you

To share them with me

I had to go back

Revisit my writing

Say all the things

You think I’m hiding

That’s not how it is

And not how it was

I’m being so honest

Just grasping at straws

It’s time to end this

The poem I mean

I don’t have it in me

To recreate scenes

All of my favorites

You already know

I’ve nothing to say now

I don’t want to go

I’m tired already

I’ve given a lot

Just know it did matter

I didn’t give up your spot

Your names on that ticket

Can’t be replaced

There are those words

Past time and space

I don’t understand

As hard as I tried

You need to hear this

I never lied

Surrounded by darkness

Darkness and flames

I already told you

I’m not playing games

And why would you want that

We got the magic

I’m not gonna write

A story that’s tragic

The last thing I’ll say

This needs to be fair

I want everyone and you

To know that I cared