Ella Loftus
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I write about a lot of stuff. Glad you found me. Welcome.
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Life is so still
Nothing seems to moving. Nothing is new. The same routine, same emotions some everything. I just can't be bothered. All the things I want seem so far away or just possible for that second they pop into my mind then bye. Uncertain and certain at the same time.
By Ella Loftusabout 14 hours ago in Confessions
PCOS. Does it really come with being a girl?
What is it? well Im sure you are well aware if you are reading this so I will not waste time explaining that. I have been dealing with this mysterious illness for the past three years and it became debilitating in the last year. To a point I couldn't even walk without feeling so exhausted I might faint. It was an electric shock that would take over my entire body and make me have this need for food. It was honestly the weirdest thing. It also hurt. It really hurt, i couldn't breathe and felt like I was having a seizure or something. The ones who get it get it.
By Ella Loftusa day ago in Motivation
My Obsessive Father. Content Warning.
Let me go. Leave me alone. I don't want to do that and many more sentences like these that have ruled my life. This going to be a story about how I cut the cord between a father that, I want to say was but is still obsessed with me.
By Ella Loftus2 days ago in Confessions
The Shift
You might have thought this part is going to get better, its not. Such a low time, when I couldnt accept any of my blessings, bad thoughts were consuming me, they had holld of me. There was no hope. Honestly, if you asked me I could even see past the day nevermind tomorrow, I would deal with it tomorrow. That was the mindset. Terrible. Drowning.
By Ella Loftus2 days ago in Confessions
I think my soulmate found me in my dream
Another normal, boring evening. Made dinner, ate that and went to bed. I have been working on building my online business and following my heart calling. It is actually quite strange for me to be doing this and I know there is going to be people judging me. Honestly I think thats the hardest part. Staying true and believing in yourself through all of it. Im going to share how I did it.
By Ella Loftus3 days ago in Confessions
They Lied
I have been going back and forward on where to start this and how to start it, it seems to be my biggest challenge when telling a story. Stories have to have a beginning, middle and end but my stories never do. It’s more like they latch on to part of me and Im actually never sure when it began or even if it ends. They follow me.
By Ella Loftus3 days ago in Writers
