Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Jail Journal: Page 10. Content Warning.
That vision really frightened me, I was cycling through different realities and dimensions from the overload. It made me pray over the whole ordeal for the first time in my life. I was crying in the blankets, not wanting to deal with any of it.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 8. Content Warning.
I am sort of applying Cedar Hills strategy here: keep a Journal and try to do Qi Gong. The Qi Gong part is kind of out the window as I forgot a lot of the moves so I am just sort of dancing to myself in the mornings. Either way this whole thing is a super humbling experience, for sure.. Really the only thing I thought of or felt truly is regret of not visiting Yuuichirou before all this bullshit.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Word of the Day: 施設
I just got back to my mom's home from Cedar Hills again. Unlike jail or other times I was in there, I didn't really keep a journal because my glasses broke and I didn't go in there with my contacts. So I was essentially blind most of the time.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 包み
I am still working on my Jail Journal but in the middle of doing that, I am trying to do some last minute shopping while I am away from home. Unfortunately that has made it sort of impossible to do. I should've known better than to send it to the hotel, I am not sure anyone here even got their degree in hospitality.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 6. Content Warning.
Last night's dream was a bit interesting. In one of them I saw a Kirin or giraffe creature that was quite supernatural looking It was just staring at me with these giant bioluminescent eyes, similar to what you'd see in night vision goggles.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 5. Content Warning.
I am annoyed. Not Being able to enter the Ether as easily anymore s doing that to me. These disturbing revelations don't really mean much to me as they are just shadows among the walls and the recesses of the inmates minds. Thank god my 6th house is in Leo, otherwise the stress of this place would've made me sick by now.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 4. Content Warning.
I thoroughly enjoyed last night's dream. I was shopping at a mall or something like that and I just so happened to see Chiro. Somehow we were both single and decided to leave together. Jahon came in like a jealous bad ass ex Russian boyfriend, trying to run into our car with a black kia or something. We evaded it which lead to a chase on the highway. We decided to go to the airport and flee to Japan.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 3. Content Warning.
I checked out 2 books, The Essential Kabbalah and Библия. The Kabbalah I feel is just a man's attempt to describe the ineffable through an Abrahamic lens. "The Anatomy of God", the 10 Sephirot, serve as some metaphysical system of the aspects of divinity, but even in the book they say the task is folly. They even made up some sort of unit of measurement: Parasangs. They attempt to describe it in physical measure, then ascend or descend into the fantastical. Maybe these old Rabbi were able to perceive multiple dimensions or something of that nature?
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
