Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Jail Journal: Page 1. Content Warning.
Unfortunately, I didn't have enough common sense to date all the tissues I wrote on while incarcerated so, the beginning of this series might be chronologically out of order, but I have managed to write up to 79 pages throughout my stay in jail. To clarify, I was in there for a misdemeanor for harassment so, didn't hurt anyone majorly. I was in custody for 39 days and kept my time by continuing to write. It was sort of my blessing and curse.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Gnarly Roots
I managed to find my way to a downtown hair salon. I am contemplating changing my look more significantly but I am also kind of just wanting to focus on getting more hair care than anything. Color is necessary, care is sort of optional at this point so, I feel the luxury comes from someone else doing that for me.. I think I should just stick with the usual until I am for certain that I want to do something more bold like a grey-pink or something of that sort. I have always wanted more of a sleek look though the top of my head has always been a bit flat, so I usually need some sort of volume there to balance out my face.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 徹底的
I am just typing right now. I am going to keep typing so I don't listen to my mom tell me exactly whatever she is saying because it is pointless. She opened my mail which disturbs me. I am going to write down on my human tasks to go to the post office and change my mailing address.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
High demand
I have no idea why but several people were hot on my ass last night. Kind of like a fury of sexual desire and it was so odd because the person I liked really didn't even care or was more taciturn. I am not saying this arrogantly, I have options right now. I think most women or feminine people are like that right now, but for whatever reason it was coming off pretty strong last night. Like people sort of sending me ravenous messages like I was an oasis in a vast desert.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 会議
Since I died I added a new challenge that isn't as lucrative and the old one finished so I had to delete those tasks. I don't want a moody cat fight. I need my weed to enter the ether but I don't feel like it is appropriate right now, it is kind of like life gave me a stack of paperwork to do so even though I wasn't finished with what I was doing, I got to deal with this current blockage. I guess it is just that this house has no intuitive hits. It is like a dead zone. That's what she said.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Feelings
My friend asked me recently what I thought about him. It is a hard question to answer. I feel there were so many things that happened. Being with him is kind of respite from most of the chaos that happens around me. I don't even know if it will be ok to go to my grandma's house. I don't want to say I am using you because I care about your wellbeing.. The world calls me, death is assured. I want to be happy too, and I do like the idea of not always being terrified of things. But I know you won't take me where I need to go.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Dark water
I went walking around at night to look at the trick or treaters but found there weren't many. I think I got possessed by a demon while I was walking around. I was glad the children laughed though.. I kept walking away from them. I scared myself walking around. I knew I was going to find darkness tonight.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
