Stream of Consciousness
the dream. Content Warning.
Introduction: Throughout the course of my life, a peculiar dream has continuously haunted my subconscious mind, weaving a tapestry of mystery and intrigue that defies conventional explanation. This dream, which first manifested when I was merely eight or nine years old, has persisted into my present existence, its enigmatic nature evolving with each recurrence. The dream unfolds within the confines of a vast, shadowy house, where I ascend a seemingly endless staircase to encounter a surreal gathering of individuals in a dimly lit room. As I navigate this dream landscape, encountering different faces and unfolding events, a sense of foreboding and inexplicable connection emerges, prompting introspection and contemplation.
By Nnorom Christabell C.2 years ago in Confessions
What I Wish I Knew at 20 Instead of 30. AI-Generated.
Life is a journey filled with lessons, and sometimes, the most valuable lessons come a bit too late. As I reflect on my experiences, there are a few things I wish I had known at 20 instead of learning them in my 30s. Here are some insights that could have made my twenties even more fulfilling and productive.
By JRod2 years ago in Confessions
The President's Right Hand
It was many years ago since the funeral of Pete who was my right hand man. The funeral was heartbreaking and devastating because my men knew Pete. They knew what he stood for and they knew what he was about. We all agreed that Pete saved all of us that night. And Pete made us cry all over again at his funeral. Pete was cremated but he was given the honor of a dignified soldier. The men told their memories of him and they were glad to have known him. And the President was there and said a few words because the mission was that important. And the President awarded all of us Purple Heart. And they gave the Purple Heart and the flag to Pete's sister who made a speech about how Pete loving serving in the military and how he felt it was his calling and duty. And how Pete came from a military family and how Pete was loyal and a Patriot. Months later after the funeral, Camelle had a boy whom I named Pete. And we were excited about our new life. And we were filled with ambitions and hope. And I vowed to never fight again, to never enter the forces. I told my wife Camelle that I will never take the uniform on again. And Camelle got pregnant again this time to a girl that she named Husha. And I was enjoying my job as a military counselor because I told Pete that I would give back and help the troops. I was good at counseling and I was able to walk many people through their issues and recoveries. I was good at helping people. And I did not want to do anything else. My life was great and I was stable. I was conformed. I was different. And then the call, my commander commended me and told me that I am one of the best. He told me that I am one of the most loyal. He told me that I was fit and honorable. And I interrupted my commander saying I can't go back. I can't be a soldier anymore. I can't do it anymore. I promise my wife and children that I will be loyal to family first and only. And the commander said you thought I was sending you out again no. Harack my man buddy you are being appointed as an advisor to the President. And I almost drop the phone and I told the commander to let me talk to my family about it. And I was nervous about telling my family. How could I tell my wife? How could I tell my children? So I took my wife and children out to dinner and discussed it over dinner. And Camelle knew I was up to something but she went along with the kids. I finally said what I was thinking about the new prestigious job. And Camelle said Honey you could be president. You could run this country. I believe in you. And maybe you should take the job. We can buy a new house instead of the apartment and prepare for college for the kids. And I got up and kiss my wife and kiss my children while hugging them. And so in the morning I called the commander and took the job. It was nothing like what I thought. All this communication and the Director who work with the President was my boss. She was kind and stern. She gave me my first test. And I had to come up with strategies after strategies and not like the military. But I did then I felt burnout and I called my wife Camelle and she reminded me of Pete. She said Do what Pete did. I got a picture of him and of us. Just look to that and think of what he did for you for all those years you were in the military. And after that conversation, I came up with a ton of ideas. And the Director looked it over being busy with the President and she called me back in a hour and said Harack congratulations you are the President's Right Hand.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
"My Granny's Suggestions"
As I sat in my granny's cozy living room, surrounded by the warm scent of freshly baked cookies and the comforting hum of her old rocking chair, I felt a sense of peace wash over me. I had been struggling with anxiety and uncertainty, feeling lost and unsure of which path to take in life.
By Abbas2 years ago in Confessions
The reason behind my why
Time and tide wait for no one. Life is a sprinting race of the survival of the fittest, you have to hustle your way to the top. We all have heard this haven't we, while existence is over-commodified and hyper-fixated on the materialistic drawls we achieve and external praise that is showered upon us on striding on the contingencies of the timeline that is presented to us, we often forget living with intent and gratitude for all that we have and run in the rat race of proving our worth and accomplishing what we need to, essentially not even wanting to be a part of this glorified way of living, yet doing so to be validated and accepted as someone worthy. If you have been through this or are going through this, I want to remind you that you are not alone.
By Hridya Sharma2 years ago in Confessions
In Memoriam. Content Warning.
Tomorrow is Monday, but it is a special day: Memorial Day. So many of my friends and acquaintances celebrate having a long weekend and I get it, in our busy society, the days available to be with family and just breath are few and far between.
By The Schizophrenic Mom2 years ago in Confessions
Man Up
What is the purpose of life? We look for partners to share it with, and we desperately pursue empty dreams of hollow chalk. We devote ourselves to blind faiths and call them ‘salvation’ but pay no rendition to our acts. Shame is what we feel when we know we are wrong. When you are sure that whatever unfolded, did so because of you, for good or for bad.
By Writing For Me2 years ago in Confessions
Black Like Me; Colorism & Anti-Blackness from Black People It's Not The Media It's All of You
Friday, 24 May 2024 By: TB Obwoge "Kenyans, they're all dark, black and ugly!" I will never in my life forget this, the man who said it and that this was being said to me in Accra, Ghana.
By IwriteMywrongs2 years ago in Confessions
"My Introvert Personality"
As a child, I was always the quiet one in the room. While my friends were laughing and playing, I would sit back and observe, taking it all in. I thought it was just because I was shy, but as I grew older, I realized that it was more than that. I was an introvert, and it was a fundamental part of my personality.
By Abbas2 years ago in Confessions
A Confession Of Emma Izu . Content Warning.
Emma Izu, an evangelist, testimony of his encounter with Jesus Christ. He was previously a prominent member of the devil's Kingdom, holding a high position in the court. Known by his cultist name "Bag of Wickedness" given by Satan, he was a powerful figure. Authorities struggled to keep him in prison as he could make himself invisible and escape at will. During one encounter with soldiers led by a major, Emma boldly stated his past deeds, claiming to have killed more men than they had ever seen. Despite being fired upon with AK-47s, he handed the bullets back to them.
By lsquare2 years ago in Confessions
