Stream of Consciousness
Third Party, Quiet Writer, Silent Viewer
I’ve been on Vocal for a long time. I think longer than most I’ve seen on here. I found Vocal about a year after it was created, in 2017. I was very active in the beginning, but don’t have many articles on here now because life gets in the way. I put what I want to write on here and then go on my way. I would like to start launching my writing career more seriously now though and hope to create more of a portfolio and I hope Vocal is the one site that allows me to do so while, I hear, being on the verge of some changes.
By Rich Burton9 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 特注
I don't need to write anything but since I am bored out of my mind and actually caught up to editing my hello talk list, I am pretty free right now, surprisingly. I have 60 minutes on the clock. I might need to earn a bit more before class happens but I know that it will be fine.
By Kayla McIntosh10 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 近眼
I am sort of happy about some really random things. Like I might know something about something but, I mean I feel... god yea it is just gossip isn't it? I usually avoid that kind of stuff but it is social currency. I guess I am used to playing a more passive role in things but I think it is more in response of being overlooked.
By Kayla McIntosh11 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 見比べる
I don't have a word of the day yet, but I feel like I need to charge my computer at some point so I need to move again. I am making good progress but I am not learning anything. I am just making space for my emotions right now because of the whole issue with the SAM print out that is in Centage > PDF > Drive > (Personal)(School)
By Kayla McIntosh11 days ago in Confessions
The Letter I'll Never Send
I'll never tell you, but deep down in the furthest corner of my heart, I keep a flame alive for you. In the version of things that I tell myself (to prevent from feeling the devastating loss of that flame going out) I say that you pushed me away to protect yourself. I say that all you've known is loss and pain and that your nervous system can't handle having me back. I tell myself that we both know now is not the right time, and that your abandonment only happened because you wanted to protect the last bit of flame you still hold for me. I say that you're holding that flame the way I'm holding mine, in secret hopes that one day we can hold each others hearts without breaking them. We've both been too clumsy with each others glass hearts, and we're paying for that right now.
By Jayni Cole11 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 推薦
I am looking at my Patreon plan, It isn't quite finished, I might need that for tomorrow. Yea.. it is really crap that I have to go to school tomorrow but, I feel like if I don't go to school at least once a week, my mom will fuck my shit up.
By Kayla McIntosh11 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 年寄
I could have sworn that I already had a page open. I guess I am more keen on writing right now because I can't see anything right now. I mean I do have all these great ideas for art and such but half of my stuff is still packed in the suitcase and the other is sprawled out on the floor.
By Kayla McIntosh12 days ago in Confessions
