Word of the Day: 朝飯前

I am quite stinky right now. I think it is stress sweat to be honest. I mean, I am not over working anything but I am just sweating for some reason. I think it is stress for sure.

I ate eggs last night so I don't really want to eat them again. I could order doordash for groceries but, I don't have money for the fees if I am honest.

The nearest grocery store is 2 miles away one way so, I'd have to walk 4 miles if I want to get some food today. I am considering just having eggs for dinner again and just go tomorrow.

I am on day 10... so that means I am still 5 days behind so... it doesn't make me feel good but, I need to just see how it goes. Maybe I'll take some tylenol and vitamins to allow my body to feel better to do the things today.

Top Priorities is completely X'd out on the 9th so... that is disheartening, but I can't think of that now.

I am also making a survival plan for when my power will go out. It might be a week at least so, I am trying to plan how to navigate that.

Basically, I need to buy some foods that can be stored in the pantry that are readily eaten, that don't need to be cooked or refridgeration. I am think automatically fruits, i can fill my fruit bowl and eat that... Definitely bread. I can't get the dips like I did before though.. maybe I can get Nutella or something or peanut butter.

I guess I can look up more variety because I know I'll get tired of that in a week.

I do need to wash my blankets and everything now before this happens so I have some sort of heat source to ride out the time. I wish I had some spare money to buy more battery packs.

I am probably going to spend a lot of time doing my TODO list, actually. Probably just a lot of cleaning. I feel like, it is going to be as if I am a monk for this week.

I don't have to worry about my rent because, I will get money by then, but my electric is due on the 20th and I don't get paid until 24-27th so... yea. I won't have anything during that time.

I don't know if that means I also won't have hot water in the shower, but I guess I'll learn that soon enough. If I still get hot water, then I'll probably do that more.

I know if I was being more productive, I'd go get the food stuff today, but I am just so cold and tired that I don't want to go out today.

I am sort of annoyed about the issue with my mom and her pest control charges to my account. This is not the reason I am going to be without power, but it is like a future issue that, I am not looking forward handling.

Since it is Sunday, I can't talk to the Power and Light so.. I am annoyed.

Everything is annoying right now. I really just want to order food and sleep for like 5 days but I can't. I don't really know how to mentally prepare for what I am going to go through but, I am writing a plan. The one thing I am good at doing so, I guess I just have to hope that I get paid sooner rather than later.

I hope it will be good weather...