breakups
When it comes to breakups, pain is inevitable, but Humans thinks that suffering is optional.
To the Guy Who Saw Me as a One Night Stand
You wouldn’t stop messaging me, snapping me, and you wouldn’t stop trying to get my attention. To be honest, I had no problem with that at all. I had just gotten out of one of the most toxic relationships of my entire life and for someone to pay attention to me the way you did; it was nice. You asked my what my favorite color was and my favorite childhood memory even though you really didn’t care. You told me you wanted something real and long term but that was a lie too. I finally gathered my thoughts. My anxiety ridden, second guessing thoughts because I said to myself, "if he wanted to just hookup then he wouldn’t be trying so hard to get to know me.”
By Jessica Melton8 years ago in Humans
Intoxicated
You are like a pack of cigarettes. You make me fall once again for your big and bold promises: “You are more than anything’, “It is different now”, “I am sorry.” They are covered in pixie dust and as I hear every sentence, every syllable, my heart starts pounding… but I know, deep down in my bones, that I have to quit you. For the last time. Forever. And I always start quitting you from the day after, but who am I kidding. Tomorrow is too soon, isn’t it? I will start on Monday.
By Michelle Sarkisyan8 years ago in Humans
The Things I Never Got to Tell You Before the Year Ended...
I want to first of start by saying that I in no way blame you for anything. I want to thank you for allowing me to spend time with you. All the time, energy, and memories will always be appreciated. In the beginning, I knew it wouldn’t last; there were things that flagged me down up until the night we had sex. But I don’t regret it, or you, one bit. I still stand by my words, as true and sincere as ever. I have never loved anyone the way I loved you. I brought you to my house, and most importantly let you in. I for so long held us together and in that time, I realized how much you emptied me. How much you took for me emotionally and never gave back. I don’t know who did this to you, because I don’t think you are a bad person, I think we’re just bad for each other. We don’t speak the same language, the same ideologies, stubborn righteousness, music, or taste. I always thought we were magnets you and me, but some magnets over time lose force. We both had to have wanted it bad enough, and when one wants it more than the other, the connection fails...
By Ashley Murga8 years ago in Humans
Saying Goodbye
I want to start by saying that you’re special to me. You’re one of the only people who I wouldn’t mind losing sleep over, one of the only people who I can never get tired of talking to, who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day, so much so that I truly believe you're burned into it. You’re the only one who can make me smile without trying and every action of yours can change my day entirely. I can’t explain just how much you mean to me, you’re the only one I’m afraid of losing, and even entertaining that thought brings me to tears.
By Sarah Holdsworth8 years ago in Humans
Love and Pain
In a lifetime, you will experience a lot of heartache but you will also experience a lot of good times. Loving times. It's a new year which means a lot of people are trying to be better than they were last year. I'm so happy about that! Don't give up on that. I'm doing the exact same. I started a diet and exercising more after a major break up. I'm gonna be all over the place so just stay with me. Okay? Never have I ever had a girl make me so vulnerable like this one did. Her name was Morgan. She literally came out of nowhere and at a really dark time in my life. We started out just friends and just toking up together all the time. It took 3 or so months before we had any sort of relations with each other. Within this 3 months I caught myself texting her all of the time, visiting her at work, and surprising her with her favorite candies/food. I literally started falling for her so much. It was crazy! I never have felt like that in the 21 years I have been living. Well, we finally began a relationship with each other and we were spending every waking moment to each other and never stopped talking even throughout the day. It was an amazing feeling to be loved like I was.
By Matthew Sanford8 years ago in Humans
Nephi
First thing first... finding pizza to deliver out here sucks. I picked a terrible spot to run away to. My husband and I got into a fight and remember my last post where I said running away wasn't cool? Yeah well, I ran away. It wasn't until an hour down the road when I said to myself, "Shit. I'm such a hypocrite". Now, this isn't my first time, when I get so riled up and talking isn't working, I just leave.
By Allisson Gera8 years ago in Humans
Stranger
I was 15 when I went to my new school, and I just broke up with my boyfriend of 3 months. As a sophomore with this new founded freedom, I acquired this sense of adventure and curiosity. After adjusting to my schedule, I met a lot of new people , however, there was one person that was stranger than most. When I first saw him I knew he was going to be in my life and change it forever.
By Lee Garcia8 years ago in Humans
Teen Pregnancy
She stared at him. Just stared. His blank expression a vibrant array of all she had dreamt they would become. She stared at him as her whole world crumbled at the thought of what could have been. Eyes swollen with tears, she backed away unable to make out where she was going. She was lost in all sense of its being. She had lost the most precious person in her life.
By Kayla Starr8 years ago in Humans
