teenagers thought

If you tell me that things won't get better because of your past but you still isn’t living in your present life Every problem bothers me, and I write it down

Please allow me to introduce myself:

It feels like my life has been in a pause, but I am going to graduate within a year and this semester is winding down.it’s scary with covid. it like life, has been in a pause, and now it is back to normal, as in covid never happened they take everything seriously

At the time it was a disaster life but seeing it knowing I've changed and I know you will as well.

The problem isn't physical, but mental

Let me continue

should I introduce you to every person I know why does it feel like I’m going to kill myself, that’s the last message I will tell anyone.

“I love you”

sisters? only if I could write about anything, it’s exhausting. I just relate to myself more than anyone around me.

is it because I’m Leo?

I want to get it over with

with them.”

you have to have the moment where “them come in your life and they will destroy you and leave just leave and never been ashamed I won’t except their apology

Should I, or should I not? I mean, you get frustrated and you just want to do something about it, so I just unadded and blocked them, but that's so far behind I mean, I want to do this way along agowhen I first met them, but I'm so terrified or frightened now that I'm thinking about it. I'm a stronger than I used to be, but I'm still one of those girls who can still be pushed as a joke and then be kind of oops sorry. it's not funny. I suppose, at home, I'm a totally different character. I can start shouting at you if I want, but that's what keeps getting me angry, and that's where I have to do something about it.

but I just I’m not that person who doesn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings

I wanna be the person where everyone has to respect and someone needs to respect you can just like be that person where you’re OK for that person to hit you as a joke’ causes it’s really not funny you don’t like it do you? If you do you’re just a psycho. I don’t wanna talk about the present or last year. I just want to begin where we started at the age of 12,10.

It was a bit of, I don’t care moments. I used to go out with my dad playing football and everything was a challenge for me doing something for my first time ever; it’s always like, oh, I’m good at this.

yes it’s, you’re good at this because you’re 12

You were imprisoned but tell me who you are now.

I relating to my cousin when I was younger.

They're telling her things like, well, use this to be lighter even though shes brown skin, which isn't a bad thing since it makes her skin texture so tanned, that I would die for, and previously everyone was speaking about how dark I had been,

And they could do something about her in the upcoming years to change what she wants to do, when you never know she's insecure now because of them; she is pretty shes confident shes happy why you are ruining it for her

Bullying is never a thing for Arab families. .

Every girl is used to it, but I hope that in the future they would not continue to do what their parents did. I think that the majority of girls will take care of their children in the manners that they should be raised. I have no idea where mums brought up their children in the first place..

Okay, I’m your therapist and you are my therapist

With numerous people, I have different personalities. People with huge personalities are always a no for me, and if they ever disrespect me, I would never sit with them again, and I would attempt to enter the exit door as soon as possible if you have a soft personality, as in you are always nice/shy and you hate it, let's try getting the shy part out first.

Try talking to strangers at anywhere, its not complicated

Compliment them say anything that brought your attention

You will understand that everyone is different; they will speak back (GOOD THINGS)

not the rude ppl; they are different ppl

Different story

Try to speak back like whatever they say is none of their business because if you stay quiet they will never stop that's what I'm struggling to I'm a person where I can say bad shit about you but I don't want to hurt your emotional responses why would I want that I just rather be silent but I don't want to Relationship between satisfaction "

she didn't fit you.

Not everyone meant to each other. I'll tell you what I used to tell myself, and I hope it helps you.

Give me 10 reasons you actually don’t want to live and try figuring out how do you want to face it

Help yourself

Anyhow, that’s on for today