Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day:北極光
I am thinking about all I got to do today. I woke up with no chains on me, I fell asleep on the couch and feel pretty regenerated right now. I talked to Cas from Cedar Hills. I think he is more mentally ill than I thought but, since he is from an artistic family it is like, it can be excused?
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 点灯夫
Today I had sort of late start, but it pretty much went down like it normally does. When I was at the gym I got a call from a Californian number, it sort of scared me. I wondered if it was my dad or, a cousin of some sort maybe calling me.. I didn't know how I would react if it were my dad so I didn't want to answer it in the middle of a gym. I am not sure where a conversation with my dad should take place I don't even know what that sort of conversation would do. It is easier to just avoid the situation, even if means I might not see him again. That's pretty hard to say but, I can't risk my mental health to be dragged into some sort of chaos by him.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 治りかけ
For the past couple of days I have been down with a fever with chills and constant coughing. I had a few fever dreams and drenched my clothes 2 times. Today, I feel a bit better so I figured I could make an entry here but, I feel so off kilter, my spiritual self feels so hollow, like I was taken off a giant wheel and now I am in the dirt trying to walk along this road.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 頭痛
I woke up with a complete migraine and the shits. Which was kind of good because my diet hasn't been going very well. I do look slimmer in the mirror, if I look at my belly and stuff.... not so much my arms but, it shows on the scale I have gained 2 lbs which is making me feel so many ways.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 水瓶座
I woke up so early this morning. My mind feels empty compared to the chaos of yesterday in my mind. I can tell when my mind/bipolarness is affecting me when my notes get all jumbled. Luckily it was just one page but, I can't afford to channel all the different spirits hovering over me. Maybe I am all clear this morning because I saged yesterday? This morning, I am just by myself, listening to Jimmy on Youtube.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 敵. Content Warning.
His face glowed in the dark. I wondered if it was from radiation or he is just some sort of starseed. In the dark, his face changed so many times. I saw so many things in the dark. It was like communing with a djinn. All I thought was, it is better to be connected to him. I saw the faces of the past, maybe faces of the future? Really, what is wrong with a handsome man in my bed even if his spirit might not be human? I too also feel my bloodline... This time it was different. He used to fuck me so hard it would hurt but, we just melted into each other this time. He gave me so many kisses.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
