Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: はっきり
I am thinking about the last person I was intimate with thinking, who was that for? What was that even? " It's just a fantasy." He said it himself, I was just comfortable for him but I don't think he would've really chosen me if he had better options. It was obvious every time he ran out.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 警戒
I am not sure what the last conversation I have meant. It was a constant repeating of " There's no particular meaning. " I think I can't accept nihilism, somehow that saddens my heart. Sometimes we fall into sadness but I don't believe in living there. We have just as much freedom to leave it at any time. I am currently listening to a woman going about taking action which gives me a little hesitance in actuality, but I accept the light resistance to the willing of giving into my desires.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 砂時計
I woke up at 2:56am, I felt pretty energized and healthy at that time but for whatever stupid reason I felt it wasn't a good time to wake up so, I went back to bed and woke back up around 8am and feel like shit, a complete headache and intestinal pains all day.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 雪
It was a hot night. The unbalanced tocking of the ceiling fan. Him raping me in my own bed. I have little to no energy to get up. My vagina sore from hours and hours of penetration. My nerves the next day were completely shot the next day. I slept most of it off. All the pins and needles throughout my body. I offered him my energy so it makes sense that it took quite a bit. I don't think I saw good in him, I think I saw the evil exactly and felt pity for him.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 石
My mom came home, in a huff. She is too stupid to really follow through with anything. I am pretty sure she doesn't care about her boyfriend if she just abandoned him. Unless he showed his true colors and she had to go. Either way I am glad she is safe if that is the case.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 無意味
As I am writing this, I am thinking and trying to transmute what is going on with my life. Missing passwords, constant hacking attempts by family and strangers also trying to find their way into my story, but I still have the pen, I chose that when I decided that I wasn't going to die that day.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 罠
I know that he doesn't want to be with me. I asked him if he was in the town I was just in, on his motorcycle, on the side of the road. A part of me wanted to jump out of the car I was in and run to him. That was how sure I was; it was just a glimpse, just in the eyes. Imagine me just rolling down the highway towards him. Later on I asked him if he was in the area that day and he confirmed it. He isn't even lying about following me.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Beginning Japanese
Hiragana is one of the three writing systems used in the Japanese language, alongside katakana and kanji. It consists of 46 characters that represent syllables and are used to write native Japanese words, grammatical elements, and to provide furigana (phonetic reading aids) for kanji characters. Here's an explanation of each Hiragana character:
By Kayla McIntosh3 years ago in Education
